I don’t wanna take advice from fools, I just figured everything is cool..
Until I hear it from you~
Wherever you are,however you are.. Have a blessed life..
Tundukkan amarahmu dengan titisan airmata..
Hilangkanlah hasadmu dengan kalimah suci..
Lembutkanlah hatimu dengan bisikan asmara..
Hapuskanlah keresahanmu dengan ketenangan diri..
Tutur bahasamu indah bagaikan puisi lagu si pari-pari..
Dendangkanlah syair puitis mu bersama…
I remember writing this.. Now I seem to have lost my touch..
I want to write again…
Such a heavy word. Everyone will always want to seek justice for themselves. True?
But does such a word applies to you when you yourself failed to admit your flaws?
You seek it and sought to fight for your honor and your family’s pride.
But don’t you see?The more fuel you add to your fire, the bigger the flame grows? Who’s to know which way the wind blows? Be careful, you might get burnt.
This is a reminder to myself, to be humble and to believe in God’s plans. I know, that one day, my past will come back to haunt me, ill-wishers will seek to throw it in my face. There will be a time when the mistakes will be flaunted in my face.
To do good, there will be trials and tribulations to test my faith. Though I’ve crumbled time and again, there are so many loving people who will guide me back.
I have strayed again from your path from time to time, and I look for You only in times of duress..Forgive me Allah, grant me your light in this dark time. I beg you, Ya Rahim, to grant me your love to protect my family and myself.
I thank you Allah, for granting me patience and keeping calm through this time to go about handling the abuse and harassment that comes our way. I thank you Allah, for granting me the loving and supporting hands that comes in the form of my friends and family.
Thank You Allah..
To You I seek forgiveness, and to You I seek protection.
Amin Ya Rabb Al Amin..
so i stumbled upon the steps of my own doing.
and i tumbled down to an endless abyss of disintegrating despair.
i turned to face myself in the mirror and saw not what i wanted to see.
self loathe is something i dearly love.
but eventually, noone gives a damn.
That moment when you hit rock bottom and then you realise, the hole goes deeper.
That moment when you feel, loneliness is your only company.
That moment when you realise, you yourself is not good enough for you.
That moment when you’re screaming inside and trying to claw your way out.
That moment when you wanted help but refuse to get it because asking for help means admitting you’ve succumbed.
That moment when you know, you’re a failure.
It hits me like a ton of bricks. I’m going down and it feels like I’m staying there….
In an attempt to say goodbye
I tripped and fall
On my way to catch a lie
I missed the call
My heart starts to lie
My eyes begin to cry
My mind goes into a spin
And tries to shut the things I’ve seen..
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sometimes it lasts.. this time it hurts..